She knew,she knew

Smiling all day,

Crying silently all night,

Trying to forget

Getting lost in the world,

Missing that someone,

But knowing that someone  doesn’t matter,

Knowing that she had her life,

She had her dreams,

Knowing what happened ,

Happened for good

Knowing that someone was away for her own good,

 

Knowing she didn’t need them

Knowing she will get through this

Carrying an ache in the heart

Knowing she will love again

But knew she won’t be the same again

But knew that she has changed

She was better than before

She was confident than before

Pain no longer felt

Knowing that she has her own life

Knowing that she has her own dreams

But knew that she has lost enough

But knew that she was never going to loose herself again,

In these empty nights

And morning smiles,

She hid sorrow,that no one could see

Bringing smiles on others face,

She knew she would survive,

Lost in the race,

But she knew that she will never be same again

But she knew that she will never feel the same again

-Nitya Goel

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